
today marks the last day of 2008. so cant wait for the upcoming event. i mean, we'll getting older and more more to maturity. but i want to be 27 cos mentel say he will only propose to me when we're 27. fucker that boy! && my relationship with him gonna be ONE YEAR OLD. happeyy~!
oh! i get to talk with mentel yesterday night. but only for a while. itu pon not good conversation. i cried, only mahathir knows why. should not elaborate uh. i dont want to end up crying for small things. ):
If only you knew... Everytime I see you, im speechless... breathless. Whenever I have the chance to see you, I'd take it in an instant. If you knew how often I thought of you, you'd be blown away. If you knew that I compare everyone else I come across to you, you'd be blushing. But if you knew how badly you hurt my heart and how whenever I see you I just want to break down and cry... you would feel so guilty that someone so "special" to you has to feel this unbearable pain... even worse, you're the person causing it.